| I'm going to toss thanks out to every single kid who has been there for
me in this time. And a big one to Aaron. I haven't been in this much
pain in awhile. I cried walking out the front door today. Just broke
down on the way to josh's. Haven't done that since that one soccer
game. I hate feeling weak. I'm working on getting a new job at Nova.
9.25 and hour and set hours to work (10-7 Mon - Fri) Which really
excites me. Supposed to hang with everyone tomorrow before they go off
to college. Sobering day. We'll see how it goes.
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| Sunday I work 1-7:30.
Monday I leave for Ohio with the church and come back Tuesday night.
Wednesday is a free day
Thursday I leave for the beach with ol Benny.
Monday I come back
Monday/Tuesday morning I spend four days with my rents in KY. And move from there to Chattanooga. I think I'm officially gone?
Love you all. Keep in touch.
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| Tonight a very nice lady helped me to realize how much time I've been wasting. Heh. I'm awaiting college with anxiousness now. Who knows if I'll be back in six months. Who knows if I'll come back at all.
So I shall do my goodbyes here. I suppose if you think you need to be given one you are included. Everyone gets the same. I love you all and hope everyone does everything they set out to. I just hope it doesn't take me leaving for what could be forever for you to realize what I meant to you. The only part scaring me being the conclusion that I meant nothing to many of you. I will try to keep in touch with those I care for. And if the favor is returned I shall see the answer to my question. And if a relationship is not maintained. Well then...Wasn't much to lose after all or it was and I just must move on.
With all the love that I possess.
Zachary Piontkowski
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| Thoughts of better days.
When we knew how life was
How everyone else was.
That even we were spending life together
We were concrete but everything but.
Hidden agendas and unsaid thoughts.
The holding it in
The hatred it brought.
Now we come to this point.
This is the way it has to be.
The hatred I no longer hold
But a resentment for days.
Now looking like they were wasted.
Looking at you for the last time
I hope for what once was
Such a thing fading away
Or was never real.
A new chapter begins.
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| Well I wrekced my bike today. i locked up the front tire and it threw my down and i slid for probably 40-50 feet. the bike hit another car. the bike is totaled but im gonna make it.
i dont have any real serious injuries. mostly road rash and a nickle size chunk of meat out of my foot. i am definaely gonna have to get another one. until then...see ya bye.
Ben
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